Your hands get dirty. And you know things must be happening…. and you can’t see. That’s what I did a few months back. And I’ve been in symbolic prayer ever since.

I woke on 3/1 with my back thrown out or in a flare from autoimmune…. There were no signs for either though I was in extreme pain and was rendered near immobile. Except I had to move. I had to show up at the office. I had to run errands. I had to care for the flow of life. It was a 7 personal month for me and it came in loud.

In numerology, the 7 energy about introspection and deep study. Something I’ve learned in the years of chronic illness is that pain is a driver of insight, if you open to it. I So I opened up my metaphysical books, I wrote out an intention and gave myself a personal Mind Body Spirit Release session. The muscle pain was related to intensely hard work, the energetic of work imprisonment. I’ll leave out my urge to comment on the irony. I did a clearing.

I did a numerology reading for someone and my back pain was nearly lifted right out… It was the connection and immersion in the work I love that did that. The pain returned after the numerology high wore off. What does that tell me? My body feels better when I do what I love… Time to figure out how to make doing what I love the larger part of my every day.

That 7 month was a wake up. I began lymphatic drainage that month and acupuncture. I had inspiring connections with my guides and I’ve decided my acupuncture office is a portal. HaHa What began as external freeze (a mirror of a nervous system state) shifted into internal movement. And the 8 month brought up all the imbalance of personal power. And now that the epiphanies have worked their magic and I’m in a 9 month the dust is settling.

I know I’m being vague. Personal growth is just that… personal. It’s intuitively led. The reason I’m sharing the outline of a journey as I am is because I am wanting you to know that it’s the tools you use that lead you through the details of a healing journey.

Numerology has been that for me. It’s a foundational tool that I’ve used for so long that it partners with every other tool I acquire.

And so this journey of Inner Calm continues, evolves. Self discovery, understanding…are all very powerful.

How do you follow your intuitive signs? How do you develop your Inner Calm?